Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Where the eff did my motivation go? I want it back.

I have been in a sort of "funk" lately and I'm ready for it to go away.  I don't know if it's because I'm a month away from my 30th birthday, the fact that I don't currently have school to occupy my time & teach me something new, or what...but man, I'm so over it.  I was doing so, so, so good with bootcamp and I've been slacking on that as well.  Granted, I have been doing my own workout routines and jogging to get ready for this 5K but I feel a general dissatisfaction with life in general.  I'm not sure what it is.   I used to get a similar restless type feeling a few years ago, and I'd dye my hair, or get something pierced, or go crazy for a week or 2 and it'd be gone.  I'm past doing any of those things (except the hair dying thing), so I've gotta find something else to do.

I just really need to kick my own ass.  I get very frustrated that losing weight feels like it takes for.ev.er and I just want to give up.  Then I realize I've already lost 10 lbs. and I need to stick with it.  Nothing good happens if you don't work for it.

I'm willing to work for it.  Need to just get rid of the no-tivation.  Help me, ya'll!  And I promise, I'll help you.  :)


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